*WARNING! I believe that healthy sexuality is inherently linked with a woman's creative powers and her divine feminine essence. If you have a belief that sex is inherently a negative thing, or that it is bad to enjoy sex, then I would say my resource may not be right for you. Otherwise ENJOY!

The Not So Distant Past

6 years ago I was a very different person than I am now. I was a deeply emotional being who was extremely critical of the self and a quite a perfectionist. I attended U.C. Berkeley for my undergraduate work and went to NYU Grad Film to become a filmmaker. While in grad school, I balanced a highly competitive and ego-centric atmosphere with a deep love for metaphysical and esoteric knowledge. And I was in a karmic relationship with a fiancé who I loved deeply but who triggered me intensely.

Everyone has different things that trigger them, for me it was monogamy. My parents were not faithful to one another. In their language of relationship, infidelity was akin to a kind of love dance. Their unconscious posture was, "Hey if you were jealous and possessive of someone then you cared for them, right?" They were not aware that their dance translated into a twisted sadness within me, a deep fear of intimacy and distrust of men. So with this view of the world, what kind of relationships do you think I would attract?

As you know, the law of attraction plays out in the midst of love not in spite of it. So four months before the wedding, my fiancé informed me that he had a lap dance in Tokyo on his business trip. For many women, this may not seem like such a big deal, but our triggers are always tailored to our own particular fears. He swore that he wouldn't do it again and since I loved him so deeply, I convinced myself that it was a one time fluke..well it wasn't. A month before the wedding, everything had been finalized, location, band, caterer, dress was being made, guests had booked their tickets, gifts had already started to arrive. My fiancé returns from his bachelor's party and remarks, "Honey don't you think that it's a good omen for the wedding, I met this woman who went to your high school and who is Asian. " "What woman?" I asked. "Oh the one who gave me a lap dance..." As in shock as I was, I could see the bizarre accuracy of the universe at work. This man, self-centered as he was, was not crazy. What he was saying was so strange (how could a lap dancer be a good omen for a wedding, no matter which way you cut it?) it was as if the universe was saying "is this still your trigger? Do you still believe you deserve this?"

At the time I didn't have a clue about divine partnership or the concept of a "beloved", I did know however that I could no longer walk down the aisle with anything but a grin of terror across my face. So although it felt like catastrophe, losing face in Chinese culture is especially humiliating, I walked away from the wedding.

I chose at that moment that I would not accept a life for myself that compromised my values but I also realized that I needed help in what I was creating.

And so I went on a shamanic journey and studied with top metaphysical intuitives, learning all about the law of attraction and the art of manifestation. I gained much wisdom yet none of them were in relationships that I would call divine. I continued and faced some of the deepest and darkest shadows of the self, and it wasn't until I used my own methods of manifestation and intuitive work that I was able to not only find but more importantly to accept my beloved.

How My Connection to the Divine Helped Me Manifest Him...

But enough of that, you want to hear about the good stuff, how I magically manifested my divine partner...and when I say magical it is layered with miracles, because with the Divine, miracles are the truth and everything else is fiction.

In 2004, after having been a New Age practitioner for a few years, I had transformed quite a bit. I had experienced a revolution with my emotions, and flipped my emotional state from being mostly worried, anxious and moody to mostly joyful, peaceful and was just around the corner from being mostly ecstatic. I had been meditating for years, and even had an experience where I found myself illuminated and surrounded by golden light for an entire evening. It was so incredibly blissful I wondered why I was on a planet that could have so much suffering if it could be otherwise. When I asked this question, I heard, "you are to bring that here". I was a bit confused by that missive and still had quite a few years of intense learning around manifestation before I found myself on a summer on vacation in Paris with two girlfriends.

We were all learning about dowsing with pendulums, and how to have adventures with them. Although it may sound very woo-woo, both of my friends were highly educated and successful women; one was an attorney, who I'll call Vanessa, famous for helping to launch 6 companies in Europe, and the other one, I'll call Mel was (a high powered marketing executive who helped to sell a startup to a public company).

In the meantime, we were guided into this small toy store in the Marais.I was drawn to this little miniature wizard. I asked the pendulum if this was a symbol for Vanessa of her coming man...I got a resounding "yes". As I picked it up to purchase it...

As she was teasing, bouncing it up and down obnoxiously in front of me, a miniature horse behind her caught my attention. I pointed it out to her, "And there's your stallion Mel." She paused. We decided to get all three symbols.

That evening after seeing Sabrina, we met up with Vanessa at a brasserie and I handed her, her present in a brown paper bag. Before she opened it she heard a voice say, "this is a symbol of your beloved." When she saw it all she could say was, "What?! he's going to be old?" "No! I replied, see he's a wizard, metaphysical like you, and as you are a double Aries, he's holding you up, supporting you!" She didn't look convinced.   It's funny how our fears can trip us up...

The very next day, we went to meet a new acquaintance of Vanessa's, a friend of a friend who she had just met and who peaked her curiosity intensely. When we entered his barren office, I almost burst out with a laugh. He had in his office, nothing on his walls except a poster of the Linux penguin in a wizard's outfit. I jabbed her in the waist. "It's him." As it turns out, he became one of the most transformative relationships she ever had.

Mel flew back to California and immediately met a guy who would say to her, "I'm your stallion, honey, I'm your stallion." He was also a hugely transformative man on her path to her Beloved.

And me, I said to the universe, NO! I'm not ready.... I hadn't made my list of what I wanted. In the years following my breakup with my ex-fiance, I had learned to make a list for manifesting what I wanted. I made lists of everything from ideal jobs, to apartments, to, the "One". And I'll have to say that for a long time, making the list for a relationship was a half hearted event. I was still too wounded from the wedding that never happened.

But funnily enough that didn't seem to make any difference to the universe. Each time I got exactly what I requested, and learned about more things I hadn't thought about...(the universe will give you what you need to take you to the next level).

Creating "the List"

But when I came home to California this time, I had been through years of healing, of learning how to read and shift energy, I was awake, conscious of how I co-created with the universe and I wanted nothing less than a divine partnership, someone who I'd be spending a good portion of my life with, who served me by serving my highest and best purpose, who could be a true companion on that journey. Here's an excerpt from my list:

• My beloved is deeply intuitive and metaphysical, spiritual in a way that is harmonious with my spirituality
• He cooks me delicious healthy meals that I love to eat
• He is neat
• We have consistently the best sex I have ever had
• He is athletic
• He is tall - (the last few men I dated were around my height which is 5'4")  
• He speaks several languages
• He likes to surprise me with gifts (I had a bunch of dates with starving artists and poverty stricken environmentalists, and wanted a man who understood finances and lived in abundance.

How We Met

And so when on I met him a few years ago, I didn't freak out and run in the other direction. We were introduced to one another by a mutual friend who had suggested that we get together to exchange ideas on his new business. In our first meeting we had a 3-hour "business" conversation that had nothing to do with business but everything to do with metaphysics, spirituality, and synchronicity.

Talking with the Universe

So what of the knight imagery? We went on a hike the next weekend in Point Reyes and at one point I turned around and I saw him for a flash in broad daylight, wearing a knight's chainmail armor. My mouth dropped open and he asked me what was wrong...I told him about the signs I had been having. He smiled and then told me about how he had recently done a meditation where he had a past life regression and saw himself in some court system, married to a very powerful woman. He had fallen in love with a woman from the town and when his wife found out she had her brought in front of him and killed. Right before he met me, he had just released a lot of sorrow around this memory.

That week an intuitive friend of mine who didn't know the story said, "hmmm, you guys had a past life together, somewhere in Europe, you were wearing this tall empire waisted dress and in that life you couldn't be together, but now you can..."

Regardless of whether or not you believe in past lives, the signs helped me to release doubt, and lent the entire experience a very fairytale romantic air (something that I like personally, but which may not be your taste, and your Beloved will be suited to your taste).

The first time we embraced, I lost my breath. The amount of love I felt from him nearly knocked me over. The energy between us felt not only like arriving home, but more importantly didn't feel co-dependent. When we were apart from one another, I still felt whole and centered. Did I still have doubts? Yes, every once in awhile old thought patterns of fear would surface but the universe always made sure to tell me I was on track with signs like these...

How You Can Manifest Your Beloved

I'm NOT sharing with you this story simply to impress you.

I'm sharing with you this story to impress upon you that if YOU do the work, you will have a legendary kind of love that brings you an ecstatic happiness that makes you think, "I'M SO HAPPY I INCARNATED IF ONLY TO HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE!!!"

When I first started helping other women to manifest relationships, it was unintentional. Friends started coming to me and asking me for intuitive readings as well as advice on how to bring their beloveds into their life because they couldn't help but see the tractor beam of light I eminated...

I'm very honored to be working with them, and it's forced me to develop a system, a road map if you will, that I am offering now for the first time called:

Manifesting Your Beloved - The Take Home Course

It holds within it a step by step guide for what it takes to Manifest Your Beloved. Here's just a sample of what you'll get:

• Know what your RELATIONSHIP BLUEPRINT is and how to align it with your DIVINE BLUEPRINT
• Clear your largest triggers and beliefs about relationship.
• Turn your EMOTIONS into POWER TOOLS for manifestation
• Know how to SHIFT YOUR CHEMISTRY so that you will be physically attracted to someone who is divinely good to you and for you!
• Learn how to UNLOCK the KEY TO ECSTACY within your body.
• Know why it is CRUCIAL to REPROGRAM YOUR BED and how to do it!
• Discover the TOP 5 WAYS TO RAISE YOUR VIBRATION and to keep it high!
• Know the top 5 MOST COMMON MISTAKES women make when creating a list for their Beloved.
• Learn the 1 SENTENCE that is PIVOTAL to the success of your list.
• Learn what constitutes the DIVINE FEMININE and DIVINE MASCULINE essence (they're not what you might think, and how to unveil them within you!)
• Find out what your TRUE ESSENCE is, not just your connection with Source, but your individual Soul magnetism and how to magnify itwith a process called SPIRITUAL ADORNMENT (yes this does involve learning about Divine Shopping)
• Learn a STEP-BY-STEP Method to connect to your Intuition so that you can receive guidance and messages from the Universe consistently, wherever you are, with fun, delight and ease!

I can't tell you how many people have said, "wow, if I had known it could be this way when I was younger, I can only imagine all the wonderful experiences I could have had...."

How Much Is Having Your Beloved Worth To You?

I've looked around and there really isn't a program out there that offers this kind of a road map. And it's no wonder since the information I'm offering is the result of extracating only the gems of over $50,000 worth of metaphysical training, and combining it with my own ancient knowledge of what it takes to bring in the Beloved. I'm by no means advocating hard work; it was part of my life purpose to cut a new path so that many others could have the benefit of a smooth road and I am doubly blessed knowing I can help to bring more love and light to the here and now!

So here it is an entire system all laid out and ready to go.

How Has Having a Beloved Changed My Life?

Our passion: physical, spiritual and mental which was incredible when it began, has found no peak, it just continues to expand and deepen. His presence in my life, guides me to stay connected to my higher self. When we go out, people often feel compelled to come and talk to us. They remark on how inspired they are to see the way we are with one another. Our love encourages an opening in people, rather than a shutting down... I feel a sense of safety and purposefulness I didn't know I could feel as a result of being so held in this love. Our quirks fit exactly. Up until now, supposedly he's never had a mate that has found him as funny as I have, and he tells me that my snoring (which has had all my exes at one point or another heading for the couch) is, "comforting" to him...egad. In this partnership, I feel more free, more seen, and more grounded than I've ever been. The events leading up to our meeting as well as the synchronicities that surround our daily lives gives us knowledge that we are divinely guided. WE HAVE ADORE ONE ANOTHER AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!!

So why am I doing this?

Other than the fact that Spirit has basically put the foot on the accelerator, guiding me to so many different women who want this information, I am finding that my higher self shines the most brightly when I communicate the teachings and messages I've been given. There is nothing more satisfying than to see my sisters happily in love. When I see women settling for "less than", or repelling men who hold exactly the keys they need to open them up to having their Beloved, or watching them get discouraged when they go through a break up and cannot see the gift that they were just given in order to move on to their next step of personal expansion, I find myself tightening. I have been there, I know how painful it is, and I know how to get you where you want to go!

I've witnessed the power that a divine partnership can bring to a community ie: an increased confidence to build things, a sense of safety and continuity that encourages friendship, connection, and accountability. It's crucial to the health of a society, it's ecstatic, delicious, and it's our right as divine beings. And as a good girlfriend, I want my friends to have the best in life and I promise that if you work with me, I will expect nothing less for you than that.

What Does It Cost For You to Wait?

Regardless of whether or not you choose to learn from me or from another mentor, I strongly encourage you to do something about learning how to really love yourself and become actively engaged in your own love life. I know how there can be a certain comfort in simply not taking any action and waiting for the guy to show up. That's sort of like asking the universe to manifest for you but only giving it a straw through which opportunities can come to you.

Otherwise, what tends to happen is resignation and stagnation, "Well it'd be great if he were just this..." or, worse, "If I was just (x, y or z), he would love me".   How many more hours, weeks, years are you going to spend in a relationship that reinforces a smaller vision of yourself and your potential, that will increase a sense of disappointment and even bitterness in your life?

Remember, it wasn't until I put my foot down, made the decision that it was Beloved or Bust, and surrendered to the spiritual and human work that needed to be done, that I actually had the partner show up.

TURN HOLIDAY BLUES, PINK SPECIAL - LIMITED-TIME OFFER (ONLY UNTIL DECEMBER 20th, 2006!!!)

So listen, because this is the very first time I'm offering this course, and because I know how lonely the holidays can be, I want you to make sure that you are able to have this as a gift to yourself. So, for a very short period of time, if you order before December 20th, I'm offering the course at $149!!! (It'll take around 2-4 weeks to ship).
*I don't recommend this as a gift to someone unless they actually ask you for it. In my metaphysical practices, I've learned that a soul has to be willing to do the work in order to get the benefit from such a deeply intimate process. And as well wishing as you might be, with such personally transformative work, it often takes a person's own willingness to step up and commit (often in the form of payment) to affect real change.
But do consider the discount as my gift to you...
So are you ready for the Road Map to your Beloved?

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It's part of my contribution to help neutralize all the negative messages we get about relationships. Instead, you'll be nurtured with miraculous stories of how Beloveds have come together. You'll be amazed at how the resource of love that they generate impacts the community in brilliant, joyous, and awe-inspiring ways!

All my love and gratitude to you and your coming love!

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